Space Clearing & Moving Energies…

Like always it is important to constantly be working on and with your energy. Your energy is not just your aura as an extension of you, it is your property, any items you own and vehicles as well.

To protect your space you need to keep tabs on your energy output and income energy levels. We get boosted or drained by the moon cycles and other earth rhythms like Planetary alignments and shifts.   A moon Phase is either building up or breaking down, and your timing is impeccable.

I would recommend giving Sylvia Nikolaoy a follow on FB, she sends the Planetary Shifts and movements as well as the affected areas and practical tips for navigating day to day dealings. Mercury is retrograde at the moment so communication is affected again.   Read between the lines to what is not being said and not what is being said. Double & Triple read contracts and job offers for any hidden content.

Massive Energy bursts from the past might be brought to the surface for re-working and accepting.  Find the lesson and let-go of the hurt.  We are all here to experience and grow in this University called Earth and we do so by dealing and letting go of that which does not serve us and replace it, with what does.   The thing is, it keeps changing and if you do not change you are pushed off the cliff and forced to fly. Either way you will.

Physically clean and de-clutter areas in and around your home where energy might be able to get stuck and build up.  Clutter and mess is the ideal place for energy blockages to manifest creating all sorts of funnies and unplanned mishaps. Remember your vehicle or any items that belong to you, there too need to be cleared and shifted.   Move, clean and clear out old stagnant items you no longer need or use, donate… sell, it doesn’t matter as long as the energy shifts. Let Go with LOVE……

Remember your Source, plug in daily and STAY consciously plugged in with everything you do. Source knows your potential and your worth and will not let you down… ever.

Why you idling your car Mamma?

Now I have seen it all….. today while waiting for my daughter to finish school I was parked like all the other mommies and daddies.   Normally you hear the odd vehicle idling in the distance, but today… oh NOOOO….. I could not believe my eyes.

One of the mommies comes and stops her car behind me… hops out with the car still idling to chat to another mommy in another car whom is also idling her vehicle….. I am not a qualified Environmentalist… my sister is by the way, and a damn good one at that.   This mommy was chatting to her friend the entire time I had gotten out of my car (Parked and off), walked all the way up to the school gates where I meet my daughter.   Today I was parked a distance away and no I don’t allow my daughter to walk down because I don’t want her too.. haha… I waited there a few minutes for her to appear and then slowly made our way back to the car…

WHERE TO MY SURPRISE!!  This mommy was still chatting to her friend with her car idling as well as her friends.

  • Now my question is…. Why? 
  • DO you not care about the environment?
  • DO you believe you are above Global Warming? 
  • DO you believe your children and their children will magically live on another green clean planet?
  • Is your car Special and pumps out Unicorn Dust that produces O2?? 

I just don’t know, I for one, will feel that my actions are based on an attitude of waste or gluttony.

Looking for a valid reason… I just cannot find any. I don’t like to waste, and going to judge here, maybe your car will not start again after shut-off??… but I am sure that is considered Gross Negligence and should be punishable by Karma… oh wait it is…

Where Is Your Faith?

Something nobody likes to talk about… or they do, because you either are a Churchie or you not.   I would like to ‘challenge’ you to question yourself whether you go to church or not, as to exactly the details of your faith. Your own… not the one you have been told to believe… the one you feel…

Where is your faith? When you are worried about your country… this one is my favorite… because relatives moved out of SA for fear of what could happen…. And guess what? It happened to them there.   I tell you this because this one was especially an eye opener for me.   It really does not matter the country you are in or anything externally for that matter, it matters what you feel inside…!!!

We are ‘Great Beings of Light’ – (some of us), and this acts like a magnet.  What we think confirmed by what we feel, attracts. So we are forever creating what is going on around us.   To play and experience in this 3D world we have to dim a part of the light so to illuminate another – ‘FEELING’ (you cannot remember you are a connected part of a Greater whole and you are actually just as Great as that Greatness) BOOM… they gave me that one.. lol was trying to find a way of sofly saying we are asses fuckshits.. wake up.

We are caught in a web of NEEDS & WANTS, it is when there is unbalance, (WANTS & needs) that we miss opportunities of Happiness, Love, Compassion, Fulfillment, Purpose, keep adding…..   however!!  We are Great Beings of Light and we are not here unattached from some Great Force beyond… (we are attached in case you still didn’t get it). SO Where is your faith that what you need is right here right now all you need to do is LOOK!!! 

It is a 50/50 we must find the clues left behind to navigate your life, no you cannot cheat.. the guy next to you does not have the same unit, his mods will not fit your game version. Do Not Judge, His Avatar has different Structural Features and Software for game variance and optimal experience. Trust your gut, game play can change instantaneously, remember SOURCE. (for those who don’t know.. yes that is code for God) He never has and never will forsake us…… Faith.

Energy Focus Tip – Jan 2019

Aaaa, the fresh smell of 2019.   It has been real,….. 2018 was filled with everything you can possibly image and a little bit more…..   not all bad I can confess however it was a ripper (as brother use to say … a ripper is when you shit so big it rips your ass)…

Would I like a redo? NO F%*&#’ing way…. BUT!…. I have learnt so much…     2019 starts with a bit of 2018 coming over with it, some things to finish off.  Try your best to get it done as soon as possible as it will start speeding up again soon and then you will be left behind.

Clean, de-clutter if you have not already done so during December. Make your list and plan your year ahead, remember to include fun, family, friends and faith time.. haha.. I am sure I heard that somewhere… anyway. It is time to pull the people you love closer. We all expect someone else to do it… and if that is how we see life…. We never going to get anywhere on this Planet.   Please start making time to connect with the ones you care about.

New Year new beginnings, Life wise I believe it is time to start looking at sustainability.   Ask Yourself; Is what I do everyday good for me, my kids and the environment?   No Kids no problem… your pets… anything just go with it…  What are we leaving behind?   I have read the many articles, blogs etc letting you know that our current ways are not the best thing for this World, so let’s start making a change.

Small things, like …. here we have people waiting in their cars, while the car is switched on just to have the aircon running……… does it not make you feel bad to have all those emissions let loose into the air just because you don’t like sweating??   Does the earth deserve your disrespect? I don’t think so……  we all use cars, just don’t waste.

Take a good look at yourself and what you and your family do by default that is not contributing to the changes we need in order to leave a better world for our children and their children… but as in really…Evaluate where your waste ‘problems’ are and take action this year to ‘correct’ those….. or Karma will.   Better you do it then her…. Trust me.. HAHAHAHAHA

We complicate things and create our own pain, anxiety and even illness.

Simplify your life….   Keep it Real 😊

Energy Focus December 2018

December 2018

It’s the season to be Jolly…. Lol, I really love December, it is such a fun time with holidays and Christmas (If you celebrate it) and the end of an old and the start of a new one… phew…

Retrogrades going on so please steer clear of any serious decisions unless you have read and re-read your documents, phoned and confirmed stamped and sealed it.   December this year comes quick and with much awaited anticipation.   A new year 2019 is closing in and since you are now a conscious fighter lol you need to make sure you are ready for it.

The thing with new years resolutions are, they don’t really last that long because I mean really who start anything new after a new years eve?   Even the Gym or Fitness Houses are open from the 2nd only.  This year be practical. Start your new routines now and tweak them while you are on holiday so they are basically perfect by the time your new years starts.   That means you will have a running start instead of a slow trip recover start.

Re-visit your thinking and impulse reactions, remember, if your vibration is low the messages (ideas) you receive are of low quality and this could result in not so favourable outcomes.   Keep your energy vibrations high with daily exercise and stretches, healthy foods, positive affirmations, prayers, love and fun.

Take note of daily routines and adjust them to optimal functioning for the new year and new activities etc you and others may have planned.   Would you like to learn to play an instrument? Draw? Look at the dull areas and see what may be needed to turn the feeling around.   Our energy fields are like magnets and we attract what we FEEL….   The term fake it till you make it actually means that you need to FEEL as if you have already accomplished your goal to actually accomplish it.

No biggie…. Just truly feel it and it WILL be not might.. WILL.  Easier said than done but that is why we all here.. to learn how.   Start by changing small dull areas, little fun here, little switch there, little compassion and respect. Your reactions, does the charger that keeps getting unplugged bug you to such an extent that you get heart palpitations? WHY…. it’s just a plug?  Or is there something deeper?

Explore and Heal and if just a plug, get over it!   You do not want to age yourself over a plug.    For those of you that have experienced both sides of the coin.   Look at the good and bad time during your life… during the truly happy years you hardly aged a day… then those years filled with grief, broken heart, stress, you age years in weeks.

True deep Emotions are the keys to your unlimited potential. They are not easy!!!  The energy is only going to increase from here on out and you need to work through your baggage.   They are going to make it increasingly heavy to carry the shit around and 2019 will be no exception.

Stay Conscious!  #FAMILY #FRIENDS #FUN


Time to Pick a Side – You have no choice anymore.

Energy Focus for the Month – Little Energy Focus Tips to help you stay on-top of your game … Literally.

November 2018  –  No More ‘Draad Sitting’

More shifting and awakening taking place at an even deeper level, not that we haven’t been pushed hard enough, every single person needs to go deeper and look at all the areas of your existence and how you are involved in it… Consciously? Unconsciously?

Do these activities bring you and everyone around you pure joy? Does it fill your heart and soul with life energy? Does it help Gaia (Earth) heal?   Does it follow one of the many ‘light path’s’ previous Masters have left behind as guidelines?   If your answer is Yes, then my goodness, well done!  You just need to ensure your ducks are still in a row and you re-affirm your inner power Source?!  …. For the rest… keep reading… lol

Time is speeding up, Gaia’s ascending right under our noses and we better keep up or she will shake us off…. One by one…. Or sometimes, groups at a time to correct the energy… either way she is going..

Let start with saying there is Light (God, Source, Spirit) and then there is the Dark (Lucifer, Dark Lord, cannot think of another one), and you cannot just be idling in the middle somewhere anymore….. this shit is real and you need to pick a side… !!!   Why Now you ask? Well, she has had it with us and she is moving to higher planes…. Literally increasing in vibration, hence the feeling that we are living at warp speed now but the clock still reads the same?? HOW?

Everything is intertwined, connected by a Divine Cloth….  Gaia is a living being just as we are and she is tired of being bulled into submission.   She is moving house and if we cannot vibrate at her frequency we will drop off….. poof

So what to do now???? Your Inner Power Source is the seat of everything else in your life because you build from it so if you do not have your foundation in place you are unstable.   To stabilize you need to become aware that you are an active part of your life, creation and this ascension, a Great Being of Light.    We are here all for our own reasons to balance out however one common fact is that Gaia needs help, she is in pain, we have done this to her over many many lifetimes and now we need to fix it.  Your Light is key, the brighter it shines the better she feels. We are all in this together and if we look after ourselves (Physically and Mentally) as well as Mother Earth and ALL of her creations…. we will make it.

Start by looking at the areas of your life that does not make you feel happy? Why? Look at all the reasons… there is not much we cannot change these days…. even if it’s just your perception.   How do you truly feel about it and why? deal with any emotional issues that may spark a reaction (we all know an emotional reaction to someone else words/actions is a mirror to issues/lessons within yourself)………. HA,… Easier said than done when Mr. Angry Bird pops up and you find yourself  barreling down the store aisle to take someone out who gave you THE LOOK??????

Life is a Sacred Journey and we are Master Creators.   We need to Eat Healthy, Exercise, Repair and Re-assess what and how you are creating.   Look at ‘congested’ areas, those you would rather leave untouched and buried….  Take them apart piece by piece and repair the emotional scarring that may still be left from previous times around.  Life is like a onion… layers.  We all have emotional damage from some form of misunderstanding or injustice and these are only healed when you DEAL WITH THEM.

Feel, understand and see the lesson/gift in all situations. The key is to keep going, we all have our own pace that is challenging but not a killer.   We make them killers by adding things we do not need.

Clean up your act, and make it light. De-clutter your home as well as your thoughts and routines.   If you do not have one already!!!  NB NB  (Very Important) –  start a daily routine where you bring in ‘Source Energy’ consciously into your life.  AKA  Pray, Meditate, Worship, Rituals, connect to your Source of Higher Power.   Be loving, humble and respectful at all times from the heart and you will be guided to the keys to unlock your path…..

Just a last note:   There are many out there ‘incognito’ who do not want this ascension to take place so be vigilant as you rise, energy booby-traps and suckers are a reality.   Keep your Source Pure and don’t fall victim to Bad Thoughts… (No Joke).   The dark likes to infest your mind, however the higher you vibrate the more difficult it is for them to keep up. Become a conscious fighter!

Best of Luck …

Just keep swimming…

It has been a while since I have written anything…. life has been, busy. Up… down… sideways, never just straight… Where is the fun in that?

The last few weeks have been the biggest rollercoaster so far…Learning is on the cards for everyone.

I know it feels like your days are just flying past… that is because they are…. lol, we need to become aware of all your things and take action.   For one, Note where and how we impact our surroundings through our energy.  The energy we process within ourselves through all our sensory perceptions…. All of them…  as well as the energy we send out, needs to become a conscious process whereby you decide knowingly how and when to react.   This enable you with the insight you need to navigate what life throws at you…

(that which you have chosen would be your experience before coming, however due to the process of manifesting on earth… aka birth, we forget and then blame everyone else for it… haha)

Become aware of your surroundings, your habits, way of thinking, associations or judgements you make due to old experiences.   If these do not serve the greater whole at this stage you need to re-design/re-work/re-program that to suite the entire body of being.    We are at a breaking point I believe and we need everyone to start working together or face the same fate as before.

I do believe that your world around you mirrors the world within…. and the standards of being human has never been so high as they are now. We know better………   we understand more and we are learning and downloading at a faster pace.   There are no more excuses, we need to do what we need to and we need to keep doing it.   Not as easily done as said nonetheless we need to try.

Change is never just a once off thing… we all know as soon as you change one thing it triggers a change in another department. Not bad… just never ending.   Accept the fact that you are in it for the long run, and do it at a pace that does not require you to….. snap*.

* Snap – When one loses all rational thinking and does irrational things other point and laugh at.

Don’t be to hard on yourself, we all have our own pace and lessons.   Be sure and take care of your needs and requirements to enable you to keep moving forward.   We have some clearing and cleansing tools to help. Have a look at our DIY – Life pages.

Dear Universe…

Today I am Pissed at you…  for allowing me all this power and control and NOT TELLING ME…….  well actually for me not seeing the signs…… how I see things, how I react, what I want… what I don’t… everything is up to me……

So here I sit… depressed, alone and it all my fucking fault… all mine. And now I need to fix it. But first I want to tell everyone… be very careful what you do, say, think,.. how you act .. read the ques, smell the signs… and no not the superficial ones like oh a bird pooped on my head… yes… those are there for other reasons but for the greater one that is you…. I am talking about your signs… YOURS…   what are your signs??

With everyone being of different origins / cultures / religions / sexes / likes / dislikes / soul desires etc… you have your own signs and only you know what they are and how to fix / trigger them.

Take action now and start looking at yourself plainly??!!!!   What the fuck is it I am? And what do I want?

Start simple? Body? Physical…   are you happy?  Simple ? Yes / No?   Yes – Good show…  No, ? Get your lazy ass off the fucking couch and do something. Simple… all up to you.

Body?  Physical, getting enough? Yes? Good show…. No ?  Why the fuck not?? Then look at what you would like and start manifesting and that is just as simple, we just make it sound complicated so we call all look smarter than the other and then want to charge more because we have a degree and something stuck to the back of our names…   oh..  where did that come from…

Anyway…  then we start looking at energy…..  the world and all of creation runs on an energy… we are all part of this energy and we can harness this..  to change our direct environments… way to much now…  anyway.. there is an energy, a flow, a rhythm if you wish…   you need to tap in.

You need to soul…  so what ever it is that gets you to soul… do it… you know you… find your SOUL. Paint? Poetry? Music (all types people!!)   I am not talking about all fancy shit… what ever makes you FEEL…….!!!!!   KEY WORD HERE.  Because if you cannot feel like that all the time…  YOU ARE OUT OF SINCE and need to realign.

And by just being happy and being the best YOU…. you are aligning yourself… simple… its not rocket science… my sister does that… haha…   she is so smart she scares me… but I kick ass when it comes to life skills .. so we balanced… x x x love u…

Now….  Where to start…. Simple…. ARE YOU HAPPY????   TRULY HAPPY…  the deep down inside happy that makes you get up and say… fuck I LOVE my life and MEAN it… not as part of a (vision board you put up) … sorry I understand where they fit in as well … they just don’t work for me as well as I thought they would…) honestly. If that is where your focus is best… by all means do it… mine however if I had to be in school now would be termed ADHD.. or ADD or whatever those supposed HYPER kids are labelled now.. another topic altogether…

Your True Happy…..  and don’t be silly now, don’t go and think you can do what you want and it is all ok… it is yes… but there are rules for this ‘world’ and you will not go un’balanced’ … karma…….  We miss the most important tool… BALANCE.      It’s there for a purpose. Balance time, emotions, energy, thoughts, actions….. world will follow if everyone just took care of their own. Pick up your shit….

So……BALANCE yourself your life your emotions your being… and you’ll see and experience the best….   From my personal experience …  it goes just as high as it goes low…  for those on the top…  I hope you understand fully understand what it means to be there and APPRECIATE IT…..  or you will soon.

For those at the bottom…  I understand I know…..  its fucking hard… but there is hope…. JUST LET GO……………….. of FEAR….. ANGER…. ANXIETY….. and you need to find out why it is there and face the monster….. your own one stupid…   and then you will move… you cannot force it… you cannot avoid it, it will follow you from lifetime to lifetime until you stop and turn around. So why delay the process… trust me the ques get harder every time you get here.  That is why I say your pain is your own…  understand…  yours.




Anyway so I started really angry at …. Myself. I believe the letter has served it purpose……. X x x

The Start…

The other side: –                                                                                   #BE&ME

The youngest memory I have, is of looking at a figure of an odd man, to say the least…  looking in through the curtains of my room, and I mean I can see him staring at me but the curtains are closed…  and he is on the other side… get it…

I share my room in the …. Ok.. and I mean it was really just ok part of JHB south with my barely older brother and older sister.

This man with his wild hair is looking at me with gritting teeth as if I am his next meal.… I can feel the energy coming from him…  it fibrates at a certain frequency… and that frequency was something I become accustom to.   The dark was not my friend… but it was the place I retreated to when the world was not my friend…

Sitting in the cot, I am very young but I know, while I stare in fear at this thing through the bars of my old fashioned wooden cot that there is no way a human would be able to stand on that ledge…  because there isn’t one….. the ‘balcony’, actually the little zink stoep roof, was to the left of that window… I know because my brain takes mental snapshots of what I use to think was irrelevant shit and now, come to see, form the basis of all my theories because it form part of the picture.

I scream and so does my brother…  I know he saw it, he talks about it but only when he is my brother. My sister didn’t see anything I am not sure if she had blocked it at that age already or what, not sure…. Everyone is different. That day was the first of many ‘dark’ days that I can recall and this is my story of the UNKNOWN…  hopefully writing this would bring some clarity or guidance or understanding to others.

This is actually the blog/book I wish I had as a teenager when the shit really hit the van… my life that is … what I didn’t know is that it was happening to my soul sister half way across the world as well… ill call my sister BE… she is my sister in the ‘spirit world’ now and so connected, when I just fucking listen she says… and laughs.. she loves to laugh it actually bubbles from her…      I hope people would read this and find some sort of clarity to be able to make a better choice next time around because it is coming again, everything is a cycle and you keep getting the same thing until you choose something else.…….  You have the opportunity to choose a different outcome……. a much happier one…….

This is the stories of #BE&ME

Cycles – General

I had the book “Kringe in die bos” to read in matric year… well I think it was matric those details were irrelevant at that stage… and even though I really didn’t do much at school I can remember that annoying book…  it annoyed me because I just couldn’t understand this thing and it bored me to death because of that….

But in that book his story is about allot of things, however all I remember from the kids talking… was that it has something to do with the circles an elephant walks to end up behind you and tramp your ass, only like an elephant can.. and by the way.. please you foreign people these great five etc etc we have DEMAND respect…  we know that.. that is why you get eaten and killed when you here and not us.. they are not cute and furry… they are natural killers you don’t really stand a chance against without a weapon of some kind..

Funny, just quick… we were at one of the awesome nature reserves we have here and they have a open restaurant, as in, inside the park. We stopped there with the kids and got some ice cream… our weather here is a toasty thirty something on a lekker summers day, not the ones that you wish they made portable air cons you can wrap around you while you walk….. anyway, we were enjoying the sun and the fresh taste of the ice-cream when a ranger approached us and started calling out calmly because you never YELL LION… never… so calmly he said a pride was approaching… with females and a mal.. in less then 3 seconds all the South Aricans were in their cars doors lock windows closed.. if you don’t have aircon.. aaaa… tuff dude your window does not open… and yes.. Lock your doors, they know how to open them go google…

And there… all the ‘visitors’ have cameras out taking pictures… really ???  we get the bad publicity… cmon… oooooo lion.. no oo lion… run, secure space.. then oo KING LION look.

I now understand the book but in my own way…….Cycles, they are everywhere… from the cells in your body, your thought patterns, emotional reactions, relationships…. Ooh they are fun… Cycles are everywhere…   so you need to make yourself aware of your cycles and no not a monthly woman thing drolle… it’s actually something everyone has. So make yourself aware of your cycles and start working with your own rhythm….   Everyone has a rhythm a song of their soul. (Another Time)

These cycles spiral up and down or sideways or all at once it all depends where you are on the scale of consciousness how you would perceive it. We all chose a certain experience to well experience..  the saying ‘we are here to learn’ and.. and.. and.. to me it’s not really the point of being here but more the experience of being here and that actually makes you appreciate the GOODNESS of what ‘WE’ are, we don’t learn this… we just remember what we already know. To experience the best possible us…

Cycles… the good thing about them is you always get another chance so don’t be so hard on yourself karma will take care of that…..  (Evil Laugh)…. Just start becoming aware of how you and your silly little life actually affect others especially if you are a part of their 4 main pillars…  and we are all a pillar at one point or another. So if you did not understand the first time and you made a … there are no bad choices just more challenging ones…. You have the opportunity to rise above the pain because difficulty = pain to me… take in what happened, feel it, process it and recall as needed when making decisions….

Remember, these cycles are there to help you open and understand what you came here to understand… simple ja very….  Whatever Universe.  LOL..