Dear Universe…

Today I am Pissed at you…  for allowing me all this power and control and NOT TELLING ME…….  well actually for me not seeing the signs…… how I see things, how I react, what I want… what I don’t… everything is up to me……

So here I sit… depressed, alone and it all my fucking fault… all mine. And now I need to fix it. But first I want to tell everyone… be very careful what you do, say, think,.. how you act .. read the ques, smell the signs… and no not the superficial ones like oh a bird pooped on my head… yes… those are there for other reasons but for the greater one that is you…. I am talking about your signs… YOURS…   what are your signs??

With everyone being of different origins / cultures / religions / sexes / likes / dislikes / soul desires etc… you have your own signs and only you know what they are and how to fix / trigger them.

Take action now and start looking at yourself plainly??!!!!   What the fuck is it I am? And what do I want?

Start simple? Body? Physical…   are you happy?  Simple ? Yes / No?   Yes – Good show…  No, ? Get your lazy ass off the fucking couch and do something. Simple… all up to you.

Body?  Physical, getting enough? Yes? Good show…. No ?  Why the fuck not?? Then look at what you would like and start manifesting and that is just as simple, we just make it sound complicated so we call all look smarter than the other and then want to charge more because we have a degree and something stuck to the back of our names…   oh..  where did that come from…

Anyway…  then we start looking at energy…..  the world and all of creation runs on an energy… we are all part of this energy and we can harness this..  to change our direct environments… way to much now…  anyway.. there is an energy, a flow, a rhythm if you wish…   you need to tap in.

You need to soul…  so what ever it is that gets you to soul… do it… you know you… find your SOUL. Paint? Poetry? Music (all types people!!)   I am not talking about all fancy shit… what ever makes you FEEL…….!!!!!   KEY WORD HERE.  Because if you cannot feel like that all the time…  YOU ARE OUT OF SINCE and need to realign.

And by just being happy and being the best YOU…. you are aligning yourself… simple… its not rocket science… my sister does that… haha…   she is so smart she scares me… but I kick ass when it comes to life skills .. so we balanced… x x x love u…

Now….  Where to start…. Simple…. ARE YOU HAPPY????   TRULY HAPPY…  the deep down inside happy that makes you get up and say… fuck I LOVE my life and MEAN it… not as part of a (vision board you put up) … sorry I understand where they fit in as well … they just don’t work for me as well as I thought they would…) honestly. If that is where your focus is best… by all means do it… mine however if I had to be in school now would be termed ADHD.. or ADD or whatever those supposed HYPER kids are labelled now.. another topic altogether…

Your True Happy…..  and don’t be silly now, don’t go and think you can do what you want and it is all ok… it is yes… but there are rules for this ‘world’ and you will not go un’balanced’ … karma…….  We miss the most important tool… BALANCE.      It’s there for a purpose. Balance time, emotions, energy, thoughts, actions….. world will follow if everyone just took care of their own. Pick up your shit….

So……BALANCE yourself your life your emotions your being… and you’ll see and experience the best….   From my personal experience …  it goes just as high as it goes low…  for those on the top…  I hope you understand fully understand what it means to be there and APPRECIATE IT…..  or you will soon.

For those at the bottom…  I understand I know…..  its fucking hard… but there is hope…. JUST LET GO……………….. of FEAR….. ANGER…. ANXIETY….. and you need to find out why it is there and face the monster….. your own one stupid…   and then you will move… you cannot force it… you cannot avoid it, it will follow you from lifetime to lifetime until you stop and turn around. So why delay the process… trust me the ques get harder every time you get here.  That is why I say your pain is your own…  understand…  yours.

 

BOOM………

 

Anyway so I started really angry at …. Myself. I believe the letter has served it purpose……. X x x